Right now I find myself missing Kathy. I want her to come over and read me Winnie the Pooh while I fall asleep. I haven't seen her in several days and I probably won't either. I hate that. She's one of many I wish I could spend more time with. Invest in again. Now I feel like its all maintenance. We've all run out of time for investing and we're running on reserves just trying to keep everything working. I wonder if it ends or if it will always be this way. Will new people come to invest with? How long with that last? Will those relationships too revert to maintenance? Sad sad thoughts.